Broke up with Ingrid, broke up with my management. Lots of break ups after like - I was making a big love record, a big make up record, kind of bringing people together when things were falling apart. It’s been quite a tumultuous two years.
And it hasn’t come easy, you know? You go to Vienna in December of 2005 to record a record, and suddenly, 2006 you’re promoting it. There’s no London - there’s no life anymore, it just becomes about the music and the lyrics. Now, three albums in, I think I’ve finally done it. And I had to make a lot of sacrifices along the way, you know, my personal life.
But I’m happy. It’s great. I feel like I’ve achieved something. [x]
It’s so weird because… I love him and William together INFINITELY and I want them to get married and maybe have children someday and I will be like, omg RL OTP forever. But the fact that I don’t know what happened with him and Ingrid always kind of makes me wonder what went wrong? I don’t want things to have happened differently because he’s happy and in a good place and William is my fave merch kid forever and he’s eternally adorable in his red check. But. It’s just like, how did you write this record and by the time you finished it things had come apart? I want to know, but I know I don’t have the right to know, either. I’m aware that there’s a line and you don’t cross it, you respect it. But I’m still sad for things having gone wrong. It’s weird.